This time of year is usually hard for me, the weather gets cold and gloomy, and i tend to look back on my life and feel upset about missed opportunities,as well as disappointed with my accomplishments for the year. It is different this year for some reason, maybe its because i accomplished all of my goals for the year as far as my DJing is concerned, maybe its because i am finally just happy with life in general.
I was a complete mess almost all summer, and still managed to hit my djing goals, if i focus i should be able to just become that much better next year. I quit smoking which was another huge step in my life. I met and somehow managed to hold on to the most amazing woman I have ever met, she is everything I could ever ask for or need in a partner and more.
Its time we give thanks for what we do have in our lives instead of wanting what we dont. If you have a roof over your head, food to eat, or are able to read this sentence, you are better off than 90% of the people in the world, if you have someone who truly loves you, you are better off than almost everyone.
I feel truly blessed for everyone who is in my life, and all the experiences i had this year, both good and bad. there are always going to be a few things you wish were different, and there is nothing wrong with trying to make your life better, just make sure you dont lose sight of the big picture.
sorry about the sappy post, i spent a lot of the day thinking about how happy i am, and thought i would share.
life is amazing........
-S
